but it's nothing to cry about.

if you feel discouraged
when there's a lack of color here,
please don't worry lover,
it's really bursting at the seams,
absorbing everything,
the spectrum's A to Z.

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without further ADO:
about-face, addition, adjustment, advance, break, compression, contraction, conversion, correction, development, difference, distortion, diversification, diversity, enlargement, innovation, metamorphosis, modification, modulation, mutation, novelty, permutation, reconstruction, refinement, remodeling, reversal, revision, revolution, shift, surrogate, switch, tempering, transformation, transition, transmutation, turn, turnover, variance, variation, variety, vicissitude.

all the words that are synonyms for CHANGE.

i feel that there's something guiding me & my words. in a really strange, easy, comfortable way.
new, though familiar, things are happening. it's the things i avoided for such a long season. but a new season has come with a vengeance. though THIS time, i'm prepared for it.
nothing seems new, but everything's exciting.

i told kilani today that everything is so temporary for me right now. so i'm not afraid.

the peace that surrounds me
& the abnormal unconditional love that i feel for everyone
can be nothing other than God.

& i am O.K.